Ive realized I have a lot more permanant scars than I thought. Some of them are raised others have chunks of skin missing. But most are discoloration of my skin. Its a weird purplish pink color. My failure scar doesnt seem to be going away at all, which is mildly depressing. I need to rememeber never to cut words into my arm. Way to noticable.
Ahh speaking of which my parents saw the new cuts on my arms. I didnt do laundry and all I had were short sleeves. And I had to promise Id never do it again. So now I could either not cut anymore, cut on my arm and cover them up, or just cut somewhere else.
ohhh anyway these are some songs that have cutting in them
papa roach last resort
ssenses fail bloody romance
aiden we sleep forever
hawthorne heights ohio is for lovers