Sunday, April 19, 2009

dont waste youre whole life trying to get back what was taken away

The offspring- Kristy are you doing okay

Its happened again. And I cant help but think, why me? But I know thats a useless thought. Well I know Im going to have to tell somebody eventually what happened this weekend. Basically this one boy (who I dont know) was following me in the woods. And he wouldnt leave me a alone. It was starting to scare me. He came up from behind me and grabbed me while he was rubbing up against me. He kept telling me that I was sexy and that he wanted to hug me and kiss me. Im so embarrassed and I feel stupid to admit that when he asked to kiss me I said okay (just so he could go away) he said all the wanted was a kiss then he would leave. But he wanted more than a kiss, and I know that now. When he kissed his tongue came into my mouth and I freaked out. I started walking away really fast but he stopped me and showed me his dick...

And now thats its over I cant help but cry and think about what happened last time. When I was walking home, I thought about jumping in front of a speeding car on the highway by my house. I just dont need this shit right now. How much can I take before I break?

There’s a moment in time
And it’s stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids

Cause your eyes told the tale
Of an act of betrayal
I knew that somebody did

Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away
The scenes of our crimes
But for you this never ends

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won’t bloom
Winter’s kept you
Don’t waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away

Though the marks on your dress
Had been neatly repressed
I knew that something was wrong
And I should have spoke out
And I’m so sorry now
I didn’t know
Cause we were so young

Oh, clouds of time
Seem to rain on
Innocence left behind
And it never goes away

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